Vom allein Sein.
Nun bin ich es aber auch nicht mehr.
Obwohl ich dann allein in mein Bett steige und allein einschlafe. Das hat durchaus Gutes. Niemand riecht es, wenn ich furze. Aber gern hätte ich Gesellschaft.
Ich bin mir so sicher dass ich weiss wer ich bin wenn ich allein in einer Menschenmenge stehe und niemanden kenne. Ich bin mir sicher ich weiss wer ich bin, wenn ich allein am Rheinufer spaziere und die Bäume und der Himmel und der Fluss sind ganz die meinen. Ich bin allein mir sicher. Und dann kommst Du. Und ich bin ganz jemand anders. Ich werde warm innerlich und kalt an den Füssen, bekomme rote Backen und mein Herz schlägt.
und das Alleinsein wird zur Qual. Und ich vergesse wer ich bin. Ich löse mich auf und brauche Dein Wort um zu wissen wer ich bin. Brauche Deine Liebe um zu lieben, brauche Deine Schulter um halten zu können, brauche Dich um mich zu finden. Du bist der einzige, der das in mir auslöst. Ich brauche die Menschen um mich aber in der Begegnung mit ihnen werde ich definiert. In der Begegnung mit Dir definierst Du mich. Ohne Dich kann ich gut entscheiden, aber mit Dir kann ich mich nur für Dich entscheiden.
Am besten sitzte ich einfach still da wenn Du vorbeiläufst und bleibe allein, und warte.
Friday, October 30, 2009
Friday, October 02, 2009
OH YEAH!
Ich glaube die Sterne sagen dass die stressige Zeit vorbei ist!
Sagittarius
(November 22-December 22)
Here is a brief summary of 2009 for you: The year started and built to an early peak with events that demonstrated both how good and how challenging life could be. There were many times when you felt like it was all too much, and yet the sense that you could create something absolutely new and innovative with your life went off like fireworks. To the extent that there were challenges, those only fueled your determination to live well in the time and space you are allotted on this Earth. Then somehow many things that had such incredible potential seemed to go into reverse. Certain things hit frustrating delays and others seemed to vanish like smoke, leaving you to wonder whether you had made any progress at all. Somehow your mind is changing about this. You may not be able to document new progress, but the backsliding has stopped, for one thing, and for another, you are starting to feel like you can make some choices that put you back on track. October brings the tipping point; it is the threshold where you regain your confidence in yourself. It is easy to say “All things in their time,” but it takes wisdom and experience to see and feel this in action. All things in their time—and that time has very nearly arrived.
Thank you, thank you thank you!
Ich glaube die Sterne sagen dass die stressige Zeit vorbei ist!
Sagittarius
(November 22-December 22)
Here is a brief summary of 2009 for you: The year started and built to an early peak with events that demonstrated both how good and how challenging life could be. There were many times when you felt like it was all too much, and yet the sense that you could create something absolutely new and innovative with your life went off like fireworks. To the extent that there were challenges, those only fueled your determination to live well in the time and space you are allotted on this Earth. Then somehow many things that had such incredible potential seemed to go into reverse. Certain things hit frustrating delays and others seemed to vanish like smoke, leaving you to wonder whether you had made any progress at all. Somehow your mind is changing about this. You may not be able to document new progress, but the backsliding has stopped, for one thing, and for another, you are starting to feel like you can make some choices that put you back on track. October brings the tipping point; it is the threshold where you regain your confidence in yourself. It is easy to say “All things in their time,” but it takes wisdom and experience to see and feel this in action. All things in their time—and that time has very nearly arrived.
Thank you, thank you thank you!
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